I wonder about death, and if it will hurt. I wonder about reincarnation, and if we really come back as another living creature. I wonder about ghosts, and if they are real. I wonder if there is anyone who is truly happy and would not change one thing about their life. I wonder what it would be like to be an animal, such as a horse or a bird. I wonder what it would be like to not ever worry about anything or anyone ever again. I wonder how long it would take me to get my confidence back. I wonder how long I will write this before I get bored and put it away. I wonder why I never thought anything about my future while I was growing up. I wonder what my life would have been like if I could have gone to college. I wonder if I could have been a teacher. I wonder if my dad knew I took the best care of him that I knew how. I wonder if my mom really wanted to be cremated. I wonder if Bonnie ever knew how brave I thought she was. I wonder if Buddy knew that I knew what happened to him, and that I had never forgotten him. I wonder what it would take to make me a stronger person. I wonder how long it would take to lose the weight I want to lose. I wonder when my kids will be moving out on their own. I wonder how much time I have left on earth. I wonder when my depression will go away. I wonder when I will stop my constant sighing. I wonder if people get bored reading other people's blogs. I wonder why people treat others a certain way to get what they want. I wonder what it would be like to not worry about money. I wonder what it would be like to live on an island by myself . I wonder what it would be like to have magical powers. I wonder if I can keep writing for another half hour. I wonder what it would be like if I were a guy. I wonder what it is like in space. I wonder what I would be doing right now if I were at home. I wonder how many times I have said "I wonder" since I started writing this. I wonder if I could find a time machine and go back 20 years. I wonder if I should have taken better control of my life. I wonder why I let others influence my decisions so much. I wonder what it would be like to not be afraid of pain and hurting. I wonder what it would be like if I never met certain people. I wonder what my life would have been like if I had moved to Maine when I was little. I wonder if I should have tried a little harder when I was growing up. I wonder if my grandparents and my dad are watching me while I live in their house. I wonder if my life would have been different if I lived in Washington Court House all my life. I wonder why people just say things to me to get what they want. I wonder if I will live to be as old as my grandpa. I wonder how long I will be working at my current job. I wonder if I can get on the internet from my basement. I wonder if any more grapes are ready on my grapevine. I wonder what Chase is doing. I wonder if I will have any grandkids. I wonder if I will be able to get my numbers up at work before the end of the month. I wonder if Obama is really a citizen of the usa I wonder why my favorite colors are pink, purple, and blue. I wonder why I have stomach problems. I wonder if I lose weight, will it help with those stomach problems. I wonder if I can check the internet here at work to see what plans they offer at the health clubs around town. I wonder if I can stick with it if I get a membership. I wonder if I can find a workout buddy and just work out in my basement on the equipment I already have. I wonder if this is long enough. I wonder if I will get my scooter running this weekend |