When Will Her Heart Heal

Silently she lays in bed
As tears fall down the sides of her head
Her face contorted as she tries
Not to let him hear her cries

She listens to his footsteps sound
As he gently moves around
Thinking everything’s alright
Not knowing she dreams of him every night

She loves him more than words can say
And doesn’t want it to be this way
Not wanting to believe it’s real
She wonders when her heart will heal

She wants to feel his naked form
Pressed against her, soft and warm
She wants to wake up by his side
Filled with happiness, filled with pride

She can’t see herself being with another
And hates the thought of him together
With someone else to hold him near
This has always been her greatest fear

Blinded by her own affection
With him she felt complete perfection
Without him life seems so surreal
She wonders when her heart will heal

She misses the smile he used to share
The twinkling eyes of his loving stare
She misses the tingling touch of his skin
The passionate sighs that rose from within

She’ll never again feel his caress
Never again feel the press
Of his soft lips against her own
The greatest sensations she’s ever known

She knows deep down it’s for the best
But it doesn’t ease the ache in her chest
Pain more intense than she’ll ever feel
She wonders when her heart will heal