Fear

I afraid

I afraid of being alive
I afraid what if i survive
I afraid of loving again
I afraid of falling rain
I afraid

I afraid of smile on face
I afraid of winning the race
I afraid of wonderful joy
I afraid of being a toy
I afraid

I afraid of facing you
I afraid of jobs i do
I afraid of running again
I afraid what if i lose the pain
I afraid fear is my only feeling
tears along like a drug of heeling

crying is only art i follow
slangs are the dishes i need to swallow

i am dying again
God please cant bear more pain

Now lemme die....so that my fears will come to an end...hope after dying i may taste the love ,, that ......... Blend..