Bring back my shine

Why do you like seeing me like this,
Who do you think i am,
A doll you hug when blue,
Abandon when through,
I desist to be that from now,
Is it a crime to be true to you,
Why can't for once to me be true,
Why do you want to make life for me a battle,
I gave you my heart,
You turned it to a toy,
Breaking my defences just for fun,
My eyes are aching,
Tell me when will you stop this game,
And be the man my marriage vow i gave,
Coz am tired of watching the gate,
Waiting for you coming home late,
Oh my love,
Bring back my joy,
I know you can still find it,
Your kids are longing for your hug,
I can't stand the lies anymore,
Come make them proud of home again,
I can't do it on my own,
Fill back this vacuum,
It's making my world a debacle.