what is life?

I don't understand about life, sometimes it's good but sometimes it's bad. Sometimes i love my family, my friends and my job but sometimes i hate them. Sometimes love is makes me feel happy but sometimes it's hurt me and destroy me. I want to move and i want to go somewhere and there's no one knows about me. I feel bored with everything around me. I want to open new life in new place with new people and i banish everything happend in my pass. God if u give me wings, i will fly to around the world and i will forget every problem in my life because of your beautiful world.