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ဘယ္သူမွမလုိပါဘူး ငါ့ရဲ႔ေဘးမွာ အို မင္းရွိေနရင္ျပီးျပည့္စံုတဲ့ငါ့ကဘာ..........
I FEEL awful again. it's only 2 days of school and i am mentally tired. looking at you from behind, how can i be happy? what do you want me to be? how can i try to be your friend? even being your friend is impossible for me. ငါမွားတာရွိရင္ ေတာင္းပန္ပါတယ္ အိုမင္းရဲ႔အနားမွာပဲ သံမိႈစြဲကပ္ထားသလို အခ်စ္တို႔ရွိမယ္ ..... ေနာက္ဆုတ္ဖို႔ႀကိဳးစားရင္းေရွ႔တိုးမိ ေမ့ေဖ်ာက္ဖို႔အားထုတ္မွပိုမိုကာသတိရမိ.......... အားနည္းခ်က္ေတြရွိလို႔ ေရွာင္ဖို႔ႀကိဳးစားခဲ့သူမွာ နွလံုးသားရဲ႔ေျခလွမ္းကို တားလို႔မရပါ.............
sigh sigh sigh i want your love so badly.. well, i'm just writing down honestly. if not, i'm gonna die of missing you. i feel jealous... oooi don't know what i am writing now. i don't even have the energy to write..... why am i being liked by so many other guys but not you? i don't want them to like me. i just want you to like me.... just you.....
it is so hard that even though i like you so much, you don't even give a shit to me........ i guess life is supposed to be like that...... i know that i am not good enough for you.. but then .... can you give me energy to try hard to become better? like a smile or a gaze... i know that you are not that type.... you are shy when it comes to girls....but that is making even harder for me... you know that i feeel so sad every time i see you.. i don't want to hide it anymore... i feel so nervous and excited even to look at your face... i dare not look into your eyes. let it be.... i'll be glad so long as you are doing what you want........... it's ok whether you like me or not.... it's because you that i give my complete forgiveness.....though my heart is in pain, i'll let you go.....well, what other choice do i have?