grandma

i woke up the other day and pictured you right there.
i wish god would bring you back it really isnt fair
the family is a mess now you really kept us whole.
everythings a wreck now were losing all control.
its not the same without you all i wanna do is cry.
i cant understand at all why you had to die.
everythings changeing now i feel so all alone.
i prayed lots of times if you could just come home.
i dont really like the changes i wish to stop the fight.
but its all one big war now i cant really sleep at night.
i guess an angel was needed and your time on earth was threw.
its just were all in it together and really missing you.
maybe someday soon your prayers will be answered and whole again will be.
but i think for now all it is is some family and me.