Damaged Lolita

       





                                            Angry and scared

                                    I watch him with a glare as

                            He comes to my bedside with no clothes

                                I already feel like a broken rose

                                The door is closed and locked

                              I hear the loud ticking of the clock

                          as my nightmare slowly comes to life             

                        He climbs on my bed and pins me down

                      At this moment,he resembles IT the evil clown





                          I start to cry as He strips me down

                                I feel like I could drown.

          I think I already am drowning.Drowning in sorrow and self-pity

                    Pain rips through my body and I try to scream

                                  but no sound comes out

                            My body lies limp and defeated

                                as He exits the room

                         

                        I have never felt so ugly and damaged

                      and nor have I ever felt so close to suicide

                            I feel like a shell of a person

                            A shadow without a shade

                                                      Invisable

                                              Dead

                                        Alone

                                  A Damaged Lolita