I won't beg

I won't die

Forget my pain

Forget everything I said



Why do you try to convince me?

What makes no sense

Is how I see you



Full of pain,

Full of agonizing pain

In the lightest day,

Darkness is all I see



I haven't asked you

To forgive me

I know I am wrong



Don't tell me twice

That I am wrong

Don't you get

That I don't care?



I haven't pleeded

To my faults

Because I would die

Before I was done



Pain, Agonizing pain

Tremendous, how long I've lasted

The life people try to live,

Is only a nightmare to me.



With each passing moment,

I am told to try to forgive

But, I don't need to.



I will not beg for forgivness,

For freedom,

For compassion,

For care.



Ages and anger pass along

I don't think anymore

As I pass along

Day after day



Each of the weeks have gone,

So slowly, As if I'm dying



I will not beg,

I will not cry,

Just because you hurt me.