Dilemma

He is right.I need to think about my life more seriously , i just cant take things that casually.His every word is so true.Things have changed so much , i made them change.I have created this bloody negative perspective about life which needs to be changed.



And all this because of a Heartbreak.....I mean just a bloody Heartbreak..who don't face it , everybody does.But everybody is not a fool like me who don't want to move on and get out of it.Such a dumb ass I am.



I was so different , so enthusiastic about life , about everything. For me life was full of surprises, every minute a new idea, a new plan, a new imagination , and a new thing.But now it's like life has taken a U-turn..No it has not , i am pushing it that ways.It is still as wonderful and beautiful as always..I just have to change my perspective and accept what has happened, this all is part of life after all...



I am glad i met someone like "A" , who inspires me , motivates me to give life a new color a new turn , where everything would be terrific and perfect,just like i always wanted....he understands me so well as if he can talk directly to my heart to my mind and can negotiate with them. He can listen to everything when i don't even speak a word.



I think its high times that i should just welcome my new life and new goals.I have some beautiful moments waiting for me and i can't put them on halt any longer..



i want to live my life again...with lots of smile and dreams..and with You.