Till that day. Only pray

One word
Many meanings
People feel it
Others fear it
Some have it
Most cry over it
Some are blind from it
All will know about it
And few only dream of it


Some times i feel alone in the battle for this word. Only thinking "When will it be my time?". I see people embracing this famous word making me want to make it part of my vocabulary. I have been patient. How much longer lord? The past keeps playing with my head. Thinking that everyone is the same. Hurt by what has happened still keeps me alert. Trust is key to this word. Without this trust the word comes with no feeling. I do not want to be blind but able to know that it's your choice, a choice in who i will share this word with, is far too big of a decision for me to make. I would rather wait years than miss out on a blessing that is still in progress.
Till that day. Only dream.
Till that day. Still question when.
Till that day. Only pray for the day that this person say.. i "LOVE" you