too late

i never noticed never cared. never thought about it. they all said that you liked me and i denyed it. all of it. i thought of you as a jerk. and i hated you. you are too popular i hate you. but i just relized for the first time it was i who made you that way i critisized you. i shot you down and embarassed you. one day i asked you why you were such a jerk and you said cuz you i just am that realyy means i freaking loved you and you tore my heart out. now i relize i freaking love you and its too late i am sorry so i live in secret still loving you.