Missing you

It's been two months since

I last spoke to you.

I still remember every

word you said just as I

recall my favorite song

you sang to me;

during Our last day

together.



The last conversation

between us  I had

a bright  smile

you love to see

from my heart

and soul.

Oh how I wish you

could have seen me then.

Just one hello from you,

changed the way

my week went back then.



I miss your sweet  manly voice,

Every "I love you"

every "I miss you" and most

of all, the excitement

you showed  when you

asked to see me, just for

a moment.  To me, once again

you became that child in the

candy shop jumping up and

down for that new prize..





This sense of a magnet  being

pulled to metal is harder to control.

The loneliness and desire

of wanting you near me

gets stronger day by day.

It gets harder and harder

to  move on without one

word from you bringing  more

tears down my  cold face.



My heart beats fast like

race car in a speed way.

A semi silent  room at

Midnight, with nothing

But a clock ticking.  I  keep

this love that’s invisible

which feels as though

it has  begun

slowly dissipating.

All this waiting just to

be with you is hurting

me more and more. Just like

a  hard book falling quickly

on my feet.



I try to move on as though

I never felt this feeling of

Worrisome, just as a father

fears a daughter dating for

the first time .I continuously

find myself coming back

to try to contact you.

In hopes I’d  receive a

word from you but

I get nothing.  I  am

suffering from weariness

  of holding on to hope, now

till the end of time.



Please God weather this

love, I have is right

or wrong, let us

be together just one

more time. Let us finish

our secret love story; of

Romeo and Juliet.