Cotton Candy Cloud

Come away with me on my cotton candy cloud... ride the depth's of my reality watch the swirls mist ... as we fade into the darkness you search with your hands feeling nothing ..."where have you gone i hear?, i am right beside you" as i slide what feels like my fingers down your cheek...the darkened mist getting thicker now... i feel it starting to choke me... It's getting harder to breath whats going on?... travel even deeper on this cloud whats within the mist?.....POP my neck has just been broken yet in it i am not dead i... i can't move i can breath but cant move.... FEAR is setting its play into motion ... OH GOD i don't want this ... what is this thats going on...i feel what was fingers and in the realization it is not... what is this.... NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO its the blade of the scythe as my skin is being sliced i can feel it but am powerless for all senses have been cut off except feeling ... as my skin is peeled from me i can do nothing but lay on this cotton candy cloud and bleed through as i am tortured in the pits of my mind.... deep within my own mind i hear :"oh you want to play games how we are going to play now i am coming to the front and taking over "......." NOOOOOOOOOOO i can not allow this as i scream back into my mind."... "Ahhhh but your to late as you can feel i am removing your identity i WILL become in which you should have been like spring cleaning out with the old and time for the new... ha ha ha ha ha ....it is time you see the destruction in which i am,.".. as the crimson drips down the side of this cloud light is brought back into the darkness exposing what i fear.... i am looking back into my own eyes my reality has become warped ... feeling like i'm in some sort of room yet can't be the walls are moving like liquid swirls where am i ? Oh how exquisite is this feeling as my body is mauled... first the peeling of my skin oh that was nothing .... now the feeling of every fiber of muscle is pulled away from my skeleton yet they will not let me die.... bring me my end i beg....through hours of torture i think how long can i endure this as i pass out.....