Untittled

As each day in my life goes by,
I can’t help but think that they may be better with out I.
Me, me little ole me,
How much can I really mean?
As insignificant as a drop of rain,
My death would not cause much pain.
A peaceful crossing in the dead of night,
Wouldn’t that be such a sight?
The ghostly look to my eyes and skin,
No blood pumping within.
Float away into the morning sun,
Saying goodbye to loved ones.
Kissing the tears from their sorrowed face,
You will never return to this place.
Never walk the streets alive.
Never feel your heart beating inside.
Watching the ones you love from way up high,
You are one with the sky.
Invisible to their blood shot eyes,
You didn’t think anyone would cry.
Didn’t think anyone would miss me.
Just thought I would finally be free.
Free from the pain of a broken heart.
Thought it would be easier if u pulled away.
It just made you want to cry,
And everyday you died a little more inside.
Could take the pain and stress,
Your life was a complete mess.
Couldn’t picture you future life,
No one would want to make you their wife.
No family could be pictured in your mind.
You had no shred of hope that you could find.
Ending your life was the only way,
Now you can enjoy every day