love drug

Love is a sin , a drug that overwhelms and takes over even the most level headed. It has absolutely no repentance, starting to slowly set-in and indulge itself on the emotions that make us react at a young age. By fifteen your addicted, looking for lust to help ease the with drawls that the heart feels it cant take.. Then love presents itself in a manner no one can see. Lust becomes love, at which it tricks the soul into acting upon lust as if it were the last hope for love. We embrace it with open arms and teach ourselves to enjoy it. We conquer the addiction by feeding it as often as possible. But the supply runs out eventually, since lust cant last forever, it isn’t real. The source that fed this addiction for so long has turned its back on everything that once made life worth living. Love has now pushed you into the worst binge we all have to eventually find our escape through. Every sentiment the mind once controlled has collapsed into a black hole of disillusion . You find yourself crawling into an empty abyss in search of something that has treated you so wrongly, but we are powerless to its melody that bellows out a promise of satisfaction. When we cant find this consummation is when the soul and heart gets disoriented and shuts off. You are now numb. Life is blank, the meaning is worthless, it passes you bye with no remorse. We begin to except the fact love has tattered the heart, and slain the soul. The want still controls unconscious thought, with no conclusion you let it feed off bitter emotion. But wait, wise men have said don’t look for love, let if find you. Only when you have beaten this infatuation it appears once more, but this time we approach it as if it were a bomb to be defused. We don’t trust it, we don’t know how anymore. We begin to struggle straight from the second beginning. But one day when your alone, and lost in remarkable thought, you realize something. Your no longer at loss for purpose, that person quietly dreaming of you in the next room wants you in their life because you’re the only one in the universe that gives them that