I miss you b </3 |
3 years ago , things were so much easier. He melted like puddy in her hands , and she could mold and create him however she wanted. In three years , he had grown , and relized what she was doing . Not that he minded it though. He found it actully kind of cute . They loved each other so much , it made it almost impossible for them to look at each other without making their hearts beat 10x faster. In 3 years , that love grew. It grew and grew until he finally relized it was time to make a move. He asked her out, making it a the best day of her life. Things were okay, she loved him and he loved her . Until one day , he had way too many things on his mind . He blurted out things that were so horrible that made her heart drop down to her feet , her head feel like air , and her skin pale. After he would relize what he said , he would apoligize, and of course , she would forgive him. Its not like she had a choice . Breaking up with him would bassically be suside. And she couldnt bear to walk down the stairs of her high school every night and not seeing him waiting there, waiting to give her a hug goodbye. So , she politely forgave him everytime , and even though he acted like he didnt really care if she forgave him or not, everyone knew he would basically die if one day she wasnt in the mood to forgive him. He found it so perfect the way their fingers intertwined so perfectly and how the only thing he could hear when he was near her was his heartbeat. But then something happened. Peer pressure ? He didnt know , but there was something inside him telling him to break up with her. Being the retard he is, he followed the thing she dreaded and and the one thing he never thought he would do. She didnt know what to live for anymore , he didnt know what the hell he was thinking. Everytime he looked at her , he thought of what an awful stupid person he was. He hated feeling like this so maybe , just maybe , if he got a girlfriend it might seem a little better. Soon enough , he got a girlfriend . But this didnt help at all . Actully , he was feeling worse. Everytime he would hug her or kiss her , he would back away from kissing or hugging and pray to god that when he looked it would be his old girlfriend. The one he could share everything with. Meanwhile , she was feeling even worse. She would cry herself to sleep every night listening to taylor swift songs and belting out in song while bawling at the same time. She would act like nothing was wrong on the outside , but in the inside she felt like dying. She prayed to god each night that when she would wake up , things would go back to the way the were soppose to be. Then one day, he broke up with his girlfriend. He still had feelings for his old girlfriend. She was over excited and wished that he would give them one more chance. Just one more chance. ONE MORE CHANCE |