Quiet

Smiling on the outside

Crying, in

Laughing like you want me to

Hoping someday I'll win

Hearing how you talk about me

Hoping none of it is true

Knowing all the while

Backstabbing is what you do

Acting oblivious

Holding in all that I feel

Praying that what I've seen

Is far away from being real

Knowing deep inside

Lying is what you do best

Thinking that if I talk

Everything would be a mess

Keeping it inside

For a rainy day

Hoping keeping quiet

Will make everything be okay