A poem about a vision of my dad developing within me of which I never wanna become. |
He passes yet another glance at the terror that is his reflection fear and cowardice in his eyes reminding him of his imperfections he punches the mirror and runs the sight of this creature is demeaning the traces of its features He was clueless to the meaning confused he ran back To get another sneak peek Only this time it showed the creature hustling drugs across the streets refusing to work normal jobs for his needs they do not meet Dating women not for the love But for the money and the sex dropping them like bad habits Without a single call or text From the outside looking in This isn’t who he wants to be His damaged reputation Was unbearable to see It was like time traveling Foreseeing excruciating nightmares Becoming consumed in tragedy Posing unknown health scares It depresses him to know that If not careful that could be him Though he completely rejects the idea ‘cause it runs deep under his skin But no matter what he wouldn’t let it Destroy his value and self respect He would not allow himself to become The subject that he would regret Desperately he takes a grenade And shatters the false visual Replacing the massacres with miracles Never to let them become habitual By Glenn McCrary © 2010 Glenn McCrary (All rights reserved) |