Why?

Why do your actions confuse me so?
You say you have feelings for me, that you can't work things out with me because of commitment issues, and you're scared.
Yet, tonight I go over to hang out with our roommates, my friends.
and I have to find out that you are in your room with another woman.
What is this?
Why have you lied to me?
Why can't I be good enough for you?
I held back my tears when I was there and now i'm done.
The tears, the cries, the screams are flowing out from within.