You're Indestructible

I am the one who hid behind her books.



I am the one who told you to avoid the drug.



I am the one who slaughtered your self-esteem.



I am the one who got high off a scissor blade.



I am the one who felt free in the enclosed walls of a closet.



I am the one who told you to dig deeper and deeper.



You killed me.



I came back for a few rounds, yet you stand indestructible.



Why can't I embrace your mind?



Katie, what changed you?



Beneath your bright blue eyes, I know you will give in.



You buried me underneath smoke filled lungs and crazy chemically filled blood streams.



I won't die, ever.



One day you will feel my wrath that will drive you back to insanity.



One day, you will let me out.





I don't know where that came from. I sometimes write just to free those thoughts from my mind. I bet that I sound crazy as fuck in that passage. No worries. I will smoke some more and those thoughts will vanish. Every emotion will be blurred when all I can do is laugh. Who wouldn't love that?