A Smile I Knew Once Before

I am excited and full of a joy, inexpressible I am to describe my feelings for this special girl. I missed her greatly. I did not quite fully understand, that depth, to which I needed her back in my life, until our eyes met once again. She makes me at a loss for words, which considering my nature with them, is peculiar. She makes my heart sing and I know what it is like to be in love when she is in my life.

Everything about my being wishes to sacrifice itself to her. I want to put a perpetual expression of my love upon her so that in all she does she knows that there is someone out there that truly and purely cares for her. I dont see any blemish or flaw in her, she is my uncut diamond. A diamond that does not have a price only a need to be worn. One that I see for its natural beauty without a need to change or be changed. She is just the way I want her. Perfect

There is no competition with this girl, neither will there ever be. She has taken a certain kind of root inside of me. It has continued to grow and now I am beginning to see the pulchritude of its effect in my life. She came by today and as I stared deep into her eyes, for once in a great while, I was without thought. My mind was a stream of affection pouring through the rivers within me, exploring and feeling the Utopia that I knew once before and has now reappeared in a finale of this new beginning.