wrote in a dark time, lost to things i knew, aghast at 'love' and why its so craved. |
The darkness surrounds me every where i go, It's shadows consuming all that i used to know. It's evil tainting my heart with a definite sureness. I start to forget the people i once knew, fore I can no longer miss. I hear voices ringing out to me, though i cant distinguish, which is which? It no longer makes a difference. I smile at the empty room, but it can't reach my eyes, I"m suffocating, but won't make myself try. I was put upon a pedistool, made to sit there almost against my will. But now I'm tumbling, deeper, She reaches for my hand, but i cant feel her. Near hysterics, her tears wash over me, Blinding the last bits I could still see. Friendship only goes so far, One can only try so hard. I lay on a stone, surrounded by myself completely alone. Death has come to me at last, Peace swallowing my heart that crashed. I grab onto his hand and hold it tight, allowing him to guide me into the never-ending night. I find no comfort in his empty eyes, or black smile, But he sucks me in, like a poisonous denile. His grip burns my wrist, Though I don't have energy to resist. Soon he tells me, I'll have no memory, Of their fatal brutality. Of myself i will be set free, A life of blackness, numbing whats left of me. The words sound promising to my ears. A way to forget, my pent up years. I smile for the last time, as it's all sucked away. I want to thank him, but I cant recall the words to say |