peices

stitch my eyes to shut out memories, let the visages pass by in an endless stream. blackness consumes me ,a grief coated to my flesh like tyrannical agonies.perpetual suffering in your wake.i shudder remembering how you make me ache.touch me again with your icy fingers a cold grip around my sanity.breathing is useless,im old since you left me.why did you go?i lay there quaking and screaming barren on the floor. hoping for a reset button to appear there,but alas it wasnt permitted.the scent of you makes me delerious just out of memory your blood a compulsion to push on eternally.revengemade me ferral,i knew just then i would resurrect you just to tear you to peices again and again.you gave me the liquor of your life when you left, a treacherous deed for i find im bound to your memories a snake in my garden speaking to me.but truly you are my apple and i am your eden.breathe for me live for me love only me or be forsaken.despair my only pardon from these sins .dare i cut you open and take out the peices again,it seems a sentiment i have grown to yearn for.a poison in the well and a future for my spawn to form.hoping for your shadow and a lust for more.place the blade in such intricate places stick it inside and feel the warmth gush forth a potency level beyond anything heard of before may i follow you?is forever long enough?i wish i could know.