Lost

Crying there with you on my mind,
Regretting everything I have ever said to you…
You don’t know the truth,
The things I have wanted you to know
But could never say to your face.
Now I’ve lost my chance…
I wish things were different.
That you still smiled when you saw me,
Laughed when we hugged,
Talked about the stupidest things,
Put your arm around me when I was sad.
But now I’ve screwed it all up.
I can’t take back the things I’ve told you,
And I can’t move on from you.
I am stuck in this phase, not knowing what to do,
As you start to forget me, just another person passing through
I never let you see the tears that I cried for you.
I never let you see how you hurt me.
You’ll never know,
That I loved you.
I love you.