Fading...

This used to be my life,
used to be my dream
but lately they all seem to be
the reason behind my scream!
They always bring me pain
and continuously make me cry
all this misery, eating me away
makes me want to die!
My dreams have turned to terrors,
All the colors have begun to fade,
my once colorful world
has all turned a dismal grey.

This is not what I wanted!

I'm crying desperately out loud!
can't I get back to me?
I wish someone could help
to get me back to the me I used to be.