I'm Sorry,

  I'm sorry,

They weren't just words...then. Although now they seem to be. I meant everything I said but now I'm no longer able to say it. It's not what you did or how I am, it's just...how it has to happen. I don't doubt that soon you will meet someone who can be what you need. Until then I'm sorry for this pain you feel. I know to you I'm a hypocrite and I did everything I said I wouldn't. I know that I told you that you deserve someone better; I never said I was him. I'm sorry that you will only be able to think of me in this context. I don't want to shatter your belief in true love, think of me more as your disillusionment. I can be your epiphany, your catalyst and the time that preceded this taught you what love is. On the surface Love is a mere shadow on the cave wall. Deeper down however, Love is a curse. The worst part of falling in love is knowing the other person can never possibly care about you as much as you care about her. I never wanted this to happen but I guess it was inevitable. I'll leave you with a few words I hope mean something:

                                I loved you.