Fugitive Song

A thousand times I've died
a thousand nights I've cried
a thousand lives I lived
but everytime with lonliness by my side

And every breath weighed me down
and choked me how
I wish I could call your name
but its too late now

a thousand ways I've tried
a thousand miles seemed like
a thousand days without sunshine
gave me enough reason not to smile

When I fell to the floor
All I wanted was to stand once more
but I wasn't in control
didn't know I would fall so hard
if I tried to soar...