this poem is about a girl who is scared of love... until she lets down her guard. |
Sleepless nights and empty days faking happiness.. by putting a smile on my face. My kindness is my weakness and emptiness is my home I am numb to my surroundings and no one notices when I fall. I thought I was independent yet I am not independent at all. I am scared.. ..scared of love and scared of trust scared of pain and scared of lust. I have hidden from the world in its dark empty spaces then dead bolted the doors I need time for my convalesce I have put others before me and no one trades places. I tried to hide from my feelings as if I don't need you I thought all love stories had bad endings I thought i would just end up lonely too. I told myself it is better this way there are some things i just never wanted to say I want to be the one to break my heart I'll do it before you can start. You made me happy when no one else tried you held my head the nights that i cried and as hard as it is to say you made the impossible happen today. You made me give in let down my walls sneak you in and build them up again. I am in love with a boy he has my heart in his hand my life now has love to enjoy and i am no longer the girl who ran. .enn |