Disappear

Your name keeps burning its
way into my memory...
Nothing I do makes you
disappear...
Why can't you leave me to go on?
Slowly, I'm losing in this nightmare...

Why didn't you let me die in the beginning?
Why did I have to be in so deep?
Now I'm paying for what I've done
Everything I've sowed is being reaped...

It's over, but I'm far from the end
You've made me cry, but what's new there?
Now I've lost the battle and the war
Will your name now disappear?...