Crying

Crying
&&Just when I think I’m done crying over you, I shed another tear. It doesn’t matter how long we’ve been apart, it doesn’t matter what I’ve been through, it doesn’t matter that I know it’s wrong; I still cry for you. My head tells me I don’t want you anymore, but my heart knows better. My whole body craves your touch, my lips wait for your kisses, but I know I am waiting in vain. I did you wrong, I lost my chance and I fear I will never get you back. I miss you so much it hurts, sometimes I wonder if I will ever feel whole again. What hurts the most is seeing you with her, I know you deserve so much better than her. And whenever I see her do you wrong, I feel as though it were my fault. So I cry because I miss you, I cry because I love you. I know you don’t think I do anymore, but I do. I didn’t know what I had when I lost you, I didn’t know how much I loved you. What you meant to me was the world. I know no one approves of you and me together, but I don’t care anymore. I just want you back, and I want you to be mine again. I’ve tried to move on but I don’t want to. I don’t want anyone else; no one else is you. I hear things like “you can do better,” but what is better? What if you were my better? Is better cuter or nicer than you? What if to me you were perfect? I don’t care that no one understands what I see in you, I know what I see in you and that’s love and that’s all I need. So I cry, I cry for you. Please come back.