Mess

Can't stop thinking about someone.

Unable to think and unable to see,
A boiling spoiled turmoil inside,
Flickering in and out of this world,
Watching the future become the present,
Playing the same song on repeat,
Unable to focus on anything except your face.

Wanting to hate, to forget, to stop
Dreaming of a new reality and failing
Clearing each mindless stupid fantasy
Reality blurring further each day
Life slipping out through the cracks like water