Flashbacks

Is this real?

i can't tell..

flashbacks of being in hell.

Everyone dead, i'm here all alone..

nothing to fight with, no way home.

Just darkness.

I can't tell what's fake or real..

I can't feel how I really feel.

Am I insane?

Run! Run! Go away!!

I knew this would happen someday..

and I just want to scream and say..

F@#$K YOU!!

I can't do this forever..

what happened to it'll all get better?

let me fall in my dark cold hole alone..

that's the only real place.. I can call home..