To a girl

This one goes out to a girl

Refused to give our love a whirl

Tore out my heart for me to see

And showed me all the things that would never be



I showered her with everything I had

Just wasn’t enough

So I just tried to be tough

And hid away all the sad



Time and again

I don’t know why I let them in

I must be addicted to the pain

I just let them win



I always thought that they were on my side

Now I’m not so sure

God, I just want to run and hide

But I know that’s not the cure



I must be too stupid to realize

Misery and pain harmonize

I bend and I break

But it’s still my heart they take



I’m just an effigy

Their’s to deface

To disgrace

Here in my misery

There’s only me

And I guess that’s the way it should always be