She is

She is someone who watches with careful eyes.
Someone who puts the needs of others first.
Someone who has been through a lot,
But she never showed what she felt,
Sad, angry, happy, even hurt.

She never fights with her fist, but with her words.
Never gets to close to people, afraid of getting hurt.
Never likes to know whats going to happen next,
But only to dwell in the past,
Not ever wanting to move forward.

She fears to look down from great heights.
Fears the darkness, or rather what is within the darkness.
Fears serious relationships with anyone,
But wishes she wasn't afraid of anything.
Nothing, not to die, not to talk in front of others, not to cry.

She needs someone to understand her.
Needs someone to trust her, and believe her.
Needs music to keep her sane, and happy,
But she sometimes feels these needs are wants,
Only because she has no one for this, only herself.

She loves all aspects of nature.
Loves to write with a pencil, and not a pen.
Loves to talk to people who seem interesting enough,
But she remembers her friends,
Because she loves them with all her heart, nothing more.

She is my best friend and I will love her 'till the ending.
We are the same person.
And we have a name.
Felicia Gatling.