Smile

I haven't given up,
for right now your smile is enough,
I couldn't fake this,
only you could break this,
only you could have broken this.

World falling apart at the seams,
now I see what you mean,
confusing reality with my dreams,
now I see what you mean,
you'd hurt me someday,
now I see that you're mean.

in my own special place,
once again I see your perfect face,
nothing will be left unsaid,
you're right next to me on my bed,
where are all my answers?
where are all my meds?
this reality is only in my head.

the only one who could make me fall,
you left me in pieces,
this isn't life at all,
Sometimes you're here,
sometimes you're not,
sometimes I wish I had forgot.

Forgotten you,
forgotten past,
forgotten dreams of you at last,
so hard to forget when you're right here,
This reality is only in my head,
Why do you come and dispear?

The only one to make me fall,
the only one I loved,
has left it all,
everything we had never meant anything more,
but I haven't given up,
for right now you're smile is enough.