Waiting

he doesnt love me.Im not surprised.Yet the pain doesnt waver.It hurts like a hellfire."I dont love you". I never thought that four words could hurt this much. I can hardly bare it! I have never loved anyone like I love him.He was my true love,but how? How could someone love someone so much, but have that love not be returned?Its rather unnerving.I feel alone.Simply unloved.I would have given him the world if I could.I would have tried to give him the life neither of us ever had,but no.He doesnt feel the same.I realized that my love for him.The love that I have held for years is rather unrequited.Undesired.My hope has fled.My heart and soul.Shattered.Shattered like broken glass.I no longer have the desire to love.To hope,but rather wait.Wait as time passes by me in longing that he will realize what has always been infront of him.Wait I shall.