Foresight

I knew better, I know you
As well as I know myself
To hope is to be broken,
My love will shatter me
Into a million little pieces.
I am only your friend,
Despite the benefits,
While you are my everything.
I can't stop thinking
Remembering the magic flowing between us,
It's the brightest point in all my life,
I'll never, ever forget.
I see my own future,
It's been thrown into the darkness.
The only illumination
Is the salt crystals in my tears,
And my bright blood spilling freely
From my torn up, beaten heart.
There is only one future....
I love you. I will accept the pain.