21 Years

I'm listening to your song on repeat,
Watching my memories stuck in my mind,
I've been waiting 21 years for it,
That moment my heart stopped beating,
The moment your lips met mine.

I know I'm dead because I've reached heaven,
You showed it to me in a moment that lasted a thousand years,
In my heaven, hot lava flowed through me,
Lightning struck each moment,
Painting the backs of my eyelids with diamonds.

I saw the golden light surrounding you,
It faded when the passion ended,
I knew then I would always love you,
And my heart began to beat again,
I went back to the hell of knowing,
That you were only mine for that moment.