My Lady Page

hi
my name is faith
nice to meet you, i guess

im under a lot of stress
theres no one left to impress
high school graduate class of 2010
theres been a heap of drama once grade school came to an end
where do i begin

im eighteen years of age
my maturity has outgrown my face
once apon a time i was in love with a pen and a page
its what shuffled in the spades
i lost my writing crave
needed to let loose, this seems to be the only way

i was told i was talented
fingertips laced with magic
a different insight was what the people became attracted
when the fairytale vanished, the sugar coat dissolved
i lost what lust i had to live life and the magic wore off
i sit before a computer screen
missing my jezebel like a fiend
i loved her once, her and i were a team
we have been through trials and we had called it quits
she gives whats mine to others, when i found out i became sick
when i need my lady page she always finds a way
but to make a career with her ? a question i cant escape

im older now, a new chapter has opened up in life
i want to attend college but something isn't right
my lady page was my escape can i make her my life
when shes so unpredictable though i call her my wife
i just dont understand why she cant stay with me
our love in ink became an art and it came so naturally
when she visits its like a puzzle pieced so perfectly
ultimately i just want to do whats right for me
but my love you dip in and out of my life and confusion sinks
once i believed that we would be an eternity

a long story short i cant fathem whether or not
my love for writing is my hobby or my ticket to the top.

picasso