Text messages ruin my life - again |
I think of you now, I fought evils to trust But I’m back here defeated, my heart feeling crushed The worries you had, am I just like a tool? I helped you in life, and I’m played for a fool I’ve bitten my tongue, when your phone shows her name You said it’s one sided. On who’s is the blame? Endless tears I have spent, something doesn’t seem right And I’m back here again, writing into the night You know all the history, the things that I fear Now you’ve lied to my face, I feel no longer here I’m losing this battle as I lay on my bed And I can’t stop the thoughts when they run through my head. I can’t help but listen, although try as I might I put down my pen and I turn off the light The thoughts are still with me. Do I have the whole story? Or will more come out now? Someone else get the glory? I’ve always been honest to you when you’ve asked The answers may hurt you – my words are not masked. Why is it so hard for you? Tell me it straight Let me make up my own mind, lets not leave it to fate I’m passed angry though, life’s just melancholy And selfishly now I must think about me. This has happened before, a re-take of my life It still hurts from the past, now you’re twisting the knife. |