Trade

In my solitude I decided to,
Enter into trade with my dreams,
A single drop for a miraculous second,
Recall them naming it the end of every man,
Envious I snatch the light,
But for some my deed did not seem right,
Extending my shadows and finding them breath for me,
Each with his sin of endless greed,
Sanity speaks of evil,
But am I a part of it with my outsided wishes,
Hiding in forbidden depths,
Every face is unfriendly unless blank,
Painted lightly,
Disappearance through non-living,
A different thought had I,
Yet without my blood from darkness I won't rise.