Time

The feelings inside are floating like crazy.

I can't keep them all inside.

There's barely any happiness anymore.

It's sad and fear and incoming depression.

Why can't I cry anymore?

These feelings I have are never ending.

They stay bottled inside one after the other until the bottles overflow.

But how can you tell that to someone you don't know?

They don't know what I've seen or gone through.

They have no right to judge me.

When you judge someone it's just another way of saying "I'm better then you and I look down on your pity."

You tend to think about things, when you're more mature and also when you're by yourself for so long like I have.

I can't cry and I hide everything.

These are issues I need to fix.

I can't keep acting like everything's alright when I know deep down they are not.

But, yet again, I'll never change.

I'll always keep that bottle filled with problems that happen throughout time.