A story of a girl facing her fears. |
First day of school Nice to be away from home Nice to be by friends Oh wait i am alone My friends are all distant They dont really like me They dont understand Theyre not like me Sitting on the floor I catch my reflection Its smiles then looks in another direstion Its best friend sits next to her They hug and start talking I wish i was her SNAP Omg i missed you so much! Its so nice to see you! How was your summer? Who is the new guy? You went to Las Vegas? Wow thats crazy! ... The rest of the day just drifted by I watched from above Getting asigned to my classes Dropping my books Breaking my glasses Great first day I recognize me staring Tell me to get lost And go back to not caring Bus ride home everyones loud Look out at the window The streets, The trees, The clouds ... Open the door to see me sleeping on the table And me reading some book I ask them what theyre doing All i get is dirty loo she opens the door to my room and stares at her knowing now shes facing her doom i grab her by her hands to watch her try to break free but shes just not as strong as me watching me try to get away she grabs me too why do they always gang up on me making it feel like world war three everythings fine next moment im dying i push me against a wall i see her life flash before me throw her down and watch me crawl she beats me up i love to see her scream for my life when she sees her knife and i throw me down when i need her im not around her blood on my hands this cant be true who are you i wouldnt break like this do you know who this is a knife in one hand my life in the other stab her quick watch me die see her fall see me cry theyll think it was her taking her life even when they find my knife poor girl was already dying i was saving her at least i was trying i knew she need me and i needed me as well after i went through hell this was our last choice no one else heard her voice |