Paralyzed

So she got me writing poems
That's something to see
It's the only way to keep my sanity

I sit here feeling lonely
Knowing what she could be thinking
Bringing tears to my hollow eyes

And right there, it hit me
That all I've ever dreamed of
Is spend my lifetime for her
And giver her all my love

And I'm paralyzed, in my death sensation
If it wasn't for my heart, I would be dead
And I'm paralyzed, if it wasn't for my shrine
I'd be dead again, dead again
And nothing could be mine

So she got me writing songs
What's happening to me?
So this is what they call insanity

Her silence whispers to me
That it's all just in my head
"Give it up, give it up," it said

But my heart would then stop dreaming
And that would be unfair
To the years it spent so lonely, in a world of despair

And I'm paralyzed, in my death sensation
If it wasn't for my heart, I would be dead
And I'm paralyzed, if it wasn't for my shrine
I'd be dead again, dead again
And nothing could be mine

And right there, it hit me
That all I've ever dreamed of
Is spend my lifetime for her
And giver her all my love

And I'm paralyzed, in my death sensation
If it wasn't for my heart, I would be dead
And I'm paralyzed, if it wasn't for my shrine
I'd be dead again, dead again
And nothing could be mine