voices told me to kill you

i

I don’t really know what this would be called so I called it a poem. I got the inspiration to write this after my dad passed away about to months ago he was a schizophrenic and kept a notebook of all the voices he heard or things he seen well after he died I was reading his notebook and was shocked by the things I found in it and taken away by how demonic the things he heard were




voices told me to kill you


Blood on my hands
Voices in my head
You cry as you die
I laugh as you cry
I don’t know why
But the voices told me to kill you

The darkness emerges
from the voices in my mind
They give me things to do
and I just cant say no
They told me to get this ax
They told me don’t worry its fun
You know you’ll never get caught
They said she wouldn’t feel a thing
So I struck her in the head
Blood splatters on my face
I lick it of and walk away

Blood on my hands
Voices in my head
You cry as you die
I laugh as you cry
I don’t know why
But the voices told me to kill you

I know people seen me
I know ill never get away
I shouldn’t of listened
now I got to flee
They tell me don’t go
They say their is a another way
I don’t want to listen
But there very persistent
I know ill have to give in
To make the voices go way


Blood on my hands
Voices in my head
You cry as you die
I laugh as you cry
I don’t know why
But the voices told me to kill you

I know that they're evil
I think they're demons from hell
There sent by the devil
here to destroy my soul
I don’t want to given in
I don’t want to go to hell
But I already murdered
Tainted my soul
I know now there’s only hell
So I given to the voices
And let the devil consume my soul

Blood on my hands
Voices in my head
You cry as you die
I laugh as you cry
I don’t know why
But the voices told me to kill you

I call to the voices
And let them take over my mind
"We knew that you’ll given"
"You were always a weakling"
"Thinking love would make you strong"
"You were misguided"
"By the morels of your world"
"But not to worry"
"Couse were here to release you"
"From the chains of morality"

Blood on my hands
Voices in my head
You cry as you die
I laugh as you cry
I don’t know why
But the voices told me to kill you

They tell me I have to
Murder the ones that seen
I slowly look around
I see and old lady
And to little boys
"You know you have to kill them"
"Its the only way to get away"
So now I’m garbing this crowbar
I walk to the old lady
And pound the bar into her face

Blood on my hands
Voices in my head
You cry as you die
I laugh as you cry
I don’t know why
But the voices told me to kill you

They tell me im almost free
I see that the kids are crying
Begging for there lives
It pains me to see there suffering
Knowing that im about to
Coarse them misery
I slowly walk to them
As the voices return

Blood on my hands
Voices in my head
You cry as you die
I laugh as you cry
I don’t know why
But the voices told me to kill you

"We knew that you’ll listen"
"We just had to give you time"
"Just listen to what we say"
"And we will make you strong"
I that they're laughing
Laughing at my misery
I hate that im doing this
I wish there was a different way
That’s when I realize
That I’m in control of my own destiny
I stop In front of the kids
Pull a blade from my pocket
The kids cry even louder
The voices are laughing in my head
I tell the kids that im sorry
That the voices made me do it
And quickly slit my throat


Blood on my hands
Voices in my head
You cry as you die
I laugh as you cry
I don’t know why
But the voices told me to kill you