Is Love Making Me Crazy?

although we've been together for quite a while,
you make me feel special.
although we've fought a lot,
you caress me and hold me tight.

although you do all that and more,
i still feel a little hole.
although you say you love me,
i dont know if i love you back.

although you make me feel good,
when your gone all you do is make me crazy.
although i like how you treat me most of the time,
the other times i just feel like a cloud on a rainy day.

although you say you love me,
and that you will never cheat on me.
although all that seems true,
why am i not thinking about me and you?