Torn

Torn



What do you do when your heart and head collide?

When love and obsession push reason aside?

How do you choose between logic and love that’s true?  When passion and common sense fight over you!?

What do you do knowing someone will end up broken hearted… when integrity and fidelity damn what you have started!?



Who will be there till the end?

Who will be my best friend?

Who will love me for who I am?

Who will hate me for what began?



What do you do when your heart says her?

When inside she makes desire and inspiration occur?

What do you do when your head chooses him?

When you could be happy if your heart would pretend…

What do you do when the past still has your heart  but, fate comes in and a new love starts?



Who will I chose when it’s all a blur

Who will win me, him or her?

I just wish I didn’t hurt anyone…

I could avoid this all and just run…



What do you do when facing present’s  hardest decision?

When both yield real happiness that you can envision.

What do you do when advice is so clouded?

When you pull from your faith only to be re-routed.

What do you do when only one shall remain?

When you know you’ll never be able to reclaim.



Who will I be best for?

Who will make me close the door?

Who will love me more?

How am I supposed to keep score?



What do you do when playing games with two…

When your conscious mind says, “It’s time to chose!”

What do you do when someone’s heart will be crushed?

When you have to say goodbye to someone you love so damn much!

What do you do when you narrow it down and fail…?

When you still can’t decide and just want to bail?



Who will I say goodbye to?

Who will I run and cry to?

Who will wait till I decide?

God, I just hope I chose right inside…



(Dedicated to my head and heart constantly in battle making me so torn)



Jessicca Hoffmann          9-15-08