I Deluded Me

Delusion, delusion,
We lived in an illusion,
One where we were right together.

Miserable, miserable,
Though you thought I was invisible,
You were only around when you had to be there.

Agony, agony,
It hurts what you did to me,
You lied your way into my heart.

Pointless sham, pointless sham,
As if you ever gave a damn,
You regretted me right from the start.

Did I do something wrong?
Where did we fall?
Did you ever really
Care for me at all?
And after everything you did and still do…
Why do I still love you?

I deluded me to thinking,
That you’d come back one day,
And on that one day,
You’d hold me tight and say,

‘Baby girl, baby girl,
Let me back into your world,
I’m so sorry for what I did to you.

It is true, it is true,
I really always loved you,
And I hope that you can love be back, too.’

You’ll never, you’ll never,
That’s something you’d never do, yeah,
I know that come what may,

Without you, without you,
I must move on to something new,
You threw us out the window that day.

You never gave me anything so please,
Give me this one thing this time:
There are questions I have for you,
For the sake of my peace of mind.
Did I do something wrong?
Where did we fall?
And did you ever really
Care for me at all?
And after everything you did and still do…
Why do I still love you?
You did so much to me when I did nothing to you,
So why do I still love you?