Who's fault is it anyway?

When i think about you,
Every nerve in my body aches
Like a burning heart,
Or disgust,
Like a five year old rape.

How does a man deside to cause pain?
If he, no you,
Weren't so narrow-minded,
Maybe i wouldn't know
What a weeping soul feels like;

What a tortured mind feels like.
I'm addicted to the worst drug;
The drug i never chose to take;
The one you gave;
But he stabbed the deepest.

Did you think of me,
Lying in that bed of daggers?
Did he think i would grow up
Careless, emotionless, unscathed?
What idiotic disgusting selfishness.

I can't stand to see your faces.